Archive for May, 2019


It’s hard to go through all these old messages between Anna and I – it puts me in the frame of mind I was in at the time.

Now I’m at the part where the depression kicks in.  Anna was trying to cheer me up.

4/22/2015 – that’s when emails make it obvious I’m getting sick.

7/27/2018 – still sick.

8/31/2018 – back to normal.

Unfortunately by then the love and playfulness had dried up.

I guess I’ll just put on my willywinners, dry my dingus and scramble bamble.


Got the kids a couple of boarding passes.  Apparently their names will be etched onto a silicon chip and carried to Mars by a rover in 2020.


As part of losing everything they make you go back through all your family photos.

I don’t know what to do, I miss this beast something fierce.  I got well too late.  I’m sorry.

I just want to come home.